After taking both kiddos to a prenatal appointment, and not getting a second to focus or think about this baby, I decided to sign up for the "bump group". Its group prenatal appointments, lasting 2 hours, where you get to meet other moms due at the same time as you and talk with some awesome midwives. I figured that this extra time would be well spent focusing on this baby #3, even if it is only a few hours a month. I had my first meeting tonight. It does feel weird being the only one who isn't a first time mom, but I'm sure my input will be a little helpful. (or at least humorous!)
I am in a better mental state lately than I was the first half of this pregnancy though. I'm getting more excited about having a little one again, the nursing, and mentally preparing for another delivery! G is most excited, and was the first one to feel this baby move. H doesn't seem to care, and is more concerned with her belly, and asks if there is a baby in her belly, when I try to explain that there is a baby in mine. We are slowly scraping together some names so we don't have to completely wing it when the time comes!
Some pregnancy and baby stats for you:
Baby is about 1 lb 9 oz
I have gained about 10-12 lbs so far
Baby heartbeat was 152 at my last appointment
Belly is measuring 1 week ahead (26 weeks at 25 weeks, no big deal)
If you have still stuck with this whiny post to the end, here's a recent belly picture!
25 weeks with #3 |
Well, you LOOK like you should be feeling amazing, precious girl.
ReplyDeleteI felt awful from about six weeks through labor with both my pregnancies. I empathize!
ReplyDeleteYou inspire me. Thank you for this post and admitting it is not rainbows for everyone. It is isolating to be exhausted and I applaud you fighting that to be an awesome mom to the two ladies at home.
ReplyDeleteYou do look good, but I know from experience that hearing that doesn't do much for you. I too felt AWFUL the entire time during my third pregnancy...it was hard to be patient. I think that being honest with yourself and others about this is good though, so don't feel bad about not putting on a happy face. Honesty is refreshing. I will think positive thoughts for you and hopefully some of that qui and other "new aged weirdness" I send out to the universe will help a bit.
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